Things I learned today: Cary is a shithole filled with Targets and teenagers who try to be Brandon Flowers, I hate driving on the highway. My last entry reads like it's really overwritten, so I'm going to try to edit this one less/not at all. Yeah okay Olivia, I know you're like a blog superstar and everything but let's take the high road and not laugh at me just cause I'm new and don't know about blog things, alright? Actually I was just reading your blog (did you get my friend request? did you accept it?) and admiring your straightforwardness. I wish I could just write about people in my life who piss me off but for some reason I have this fear of typing it all out...even if I post it as "friends only". But I'm going to try. Right now I hate only one person's guts, perhaps undeservedly so, but they deserve it to at least some extent and quite frankly I don't care. Plus, I am human and you can't like everybody. But like I was saying this one gal that I hate is unbelievably shallow and unoriginal, and tries to pose as intelligent and creative by copying other people. Whenever I feel overwhelmed I pool all of my life's frustrations into despising this one person, which is probably really unhealthy. I want to get past this. My hatred was rekindled yesterday when reading the yearbook and I had to remember what a fake, ridiculous person she is. But you know what? I feel slightly better now that I've written this out. In a really passive aggressive way I feel like I'm taking action against the evil that is this girl.
In other news right now a friend of Lillie's that I've never met is talking to me online. This has been going on for months, even though I only respond one out of every ten times he tries to contact me. I have no idea why someone I've never met would want to talk to me so much. I never say interesting things during our conversations. His name is Theodore something something and he seems perfectly nice, I just don't know what to make of him AT ALL.
I am extremely sleep deprived...time for bed, and babysitting at 8:30 AM
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